[Translation] Oz to Himitsu no Ai Vol. 3 Keisa Disk 2

I have finally finished translating the second disk of Oz to Himitsu no Ai Vol. 3. It took longer than I thought since I was a bit busy (although I'm not really that busy. I'm on holidays! Its just me procastinating~)


Anyway I warn you it's not perfect so feel free to point out what I got wrong. I'll be greatful if you do. Also I did not translate the Free Talk since Hiro-tan speaks quite fast so I bet I would get it wrong a lot!
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Oz to Himitsu no Ai Vol.3 Keisa Disk 2
Seiyuu: Shimono Hiro

TRACK 7

Even after a while, he did not return. You were lying on your side on the bed; the pain did not disappear but instead got stronger. It was probably because the wound was in contact with the air. You forcefully tried to get up to put on the bandages yourself. However, the wound was on your back. It was difficult for you to wrap the bandages. You were struggling but just then the room’s door opened slowly. The person standing there was Keisa with a dark expression on his face.

[1:00]

What are you doing? You were trying to wrap the bandages? There’s no way you could do that by yourself since the wounds on your back. Give the bandage to me. I’ll do it. I’ll also put on some medicine. What are you apologizing for? I don’t think you’re a burden. Just shut up and face your back to me. Is it around here? Tell me if it hurts. Are you okay? Does it hurt? It’s not really convincing if you say that you’re fine when your eyes are watery. If it’s painful don’t be stubborn and tell me, okay? Okay, that’ll do.

[2:07]

Okay now I just have to wrap the bandages. Hold the end of the bandage for me for a while. After it calms down, I think it would be best to go see a doctor. I’m not sure if they will examine you but if we just leave it like this you would probably get a scar. It would be fine if I could treat you, but since I can’t… Huh, I’m nice? You’re talking nonsense. I’m saying that I’m not nice at all. Shut up, if you don’t stop I…! I won’t beat you up.…. Since you keep talking about weird stuff, the bandages won’t work properly. Tsk… There’s no choice I’ll just bring some new bandages. Hey, stay still and don’t move from there until I come back.

[3:34]

Ouch…. What the?... The floor was broken… I didn’t get a nosebleed did I? I didn’t…. Huh, I just fell down a bit. Hey you! Don’t come here! What you ask? Geez, notice already…. What… why are you touching my nose?.... Huh, a nosebleed? What are you saying, I just checked that I’m not bleeding. Shut up I said that I’m not bleeding. Ah… I really am bleeding… Stop touching my nose. I told you not to come here! Ah whatever!... Damn, it won’t stop bleeding. It’s all your fault! It’s cause you’re too close when you’re in such a state like that…. Stop asking and just look at yourself!

[4:52]

You’re too slow realizing… Normally you should know whether you’re wearing any clothes or not. Here I’ll let you borrow my coat so cover yourself. It ain’t good for me to see such pale skin. Ah, did my nose stop bleeding? What are you laughing at? Like I told you I’m not nice. Don’t let me repeat the same thing again. Though I’m glad… Cause you looked really down and pained till now. It’s weird, I feel relaxed when I see your face like that right now.

[6:05]

About what happened before… you asked me why I raise my fist so quickly…  Before I just left the room without thinking at all. But… Damn, I don’t how to say it. Uh… I don’t know the reason either. I don’t know since when I did, or rather I can’t remember. Before I even realised, I was using violence. Before thinking or communicating, I just tend to act first. Though, after I would beat someone up, I always felt bitter afterwards. Somewhere around my heart, I felt pain. Although I did say that I was beating people up on my own will, maybe I truly don’t want to. Somewhere in my heart might have been telling me to stop.

[7:30]

Hey, do you remember about this ring? Actually, I can’t put this ring on. I can’t even remember when or how I got this. Or even what meaning this holds. But I can at least remember that this is really precious to me. I had this strong feeling that I should put this ring on and I tried so many times. However, no matter how much I try, I couldn’t. Every single time my hand would stop at that instant. So I sometimes think that maybe this ring doesn’t accept me. It feels like that this ring is telling me that it cannot be worn on hand that uses such violence.

[8:45]

Sorry, I made you listen to my rambling. I’ll let you go back to your bed. Meanwhile, I’ll bring some new bandages. Are you okay? I see, you still have a fever. Don’t worry if it hurts you can lean on me. It’s okay so come closer. I don’t mind. Just rest your body and leave it to me.

[9:29]

Your body is so small. You’re body suffered from a wound despite being so fragile. I somehow hate myself. The only thing I can do is fight and I couldn’t even save you. I really hate myself. Are you comforting me? You don’t need to worry about others when you’re injured. How weird of you.

[10:34]

Hey, wake up! Something troublesome happened. Can you stand up? Put your arm around my shoulder. We have to get out of hurry as soon as possible. There’s no time to explain the situation. But don’t worry, I’ll find another place.

[11:03]

What do you guys want? Huh, are you saying an injured person did something? Give me a break. Stop speaking nonsense, there’s no way I’d bring a human woman. This is stupid. Hey what are you doing? Don’t you dare lay a hand! Huh you want me to show you evidence? Why do I even have to listen to you in the first place? Oi stop I told you not to lay a hand! Do you want to get beaten up by me?! Damn. Yeah, she’s a human woman but she’s currently injured. She might die since the wound is deeper than we thought so. Huh, I got tricked? So what, who cares about me right now. I need to..! Huh, she’s deceiving me? Nonsense… Did you just tell me to snap out of it? Are you trying to say that she’s just using me? Hey, I dare you to say that again. I told you to say it again! Just cause I was listening, doesn’t mean you can talk crap!  

[13:16]

Shortly after, he beat up his allies one after another as if something had snapped inside him. He swung his fist with all his anger that was suppressed.

Damn!

Later the boss of the hidden base came to talk to the both of you.

‘We can’t let you two stay here anymore’ said the boss as he looked at the others behind.

‘You haven’t changed at all. Back then or now, you still only know violence. You always try to solve everything with violence. Have you already forgotten that you left the base before because of that? And I thought that you have changed after you came back.’

[14:37]

The others agreed and faulted him. However the one who regretted his acts the most was he himself.

Is this really the only thing I can do? Damn, why?...!  Hey what are you doing? I told you to sleep! No need to worry since I will carry you around. Fine, I’ll leave this place already.

[15:30]

It’s fine. As I thought, this is the only thing for me to do. It suits me. What’s a lie? Violence won’t solve anything? That’s a….! ….Like you said it doesn’t, I already know that. But is there any other way? Try to talk? You did say something like that before, huh. What’s the point of trying that after all this? I’ve already beaten them up.

[16:44]

Oi, oi. Get a hold of yourself! Don’t give me the ‘I’m okay’ crap. You’re temperature’s going up again! Oi, wake up! I can’t take you outside when you’re in this state. Damn, what should I do? If I leave you like this…! There’s no time to waste… There’s only one thing for me to do in order to save her….!

[17:38]

Boss! And everyone else! I have something to say. I have something to ask. Give me your strength for the last time. She got hurt in my place. Her wound is healing at all. On top of that, she has a fever. The doctors refuse to see her. I have no idea what to do in this situation. But if I leave her like this, she would probably die. I would hate to see that no matter what! I know that I’m being selfish. I’ve only been a burden and I’ve never even said ‘thank you’. Also I’ve always been aggressive towards you guys. I know all that so I won’t say any excuses. But, please give me one last chance. I beg of you! If I leave her like this, she would die for sure. Just until she gets better, please let us stay! I know that I’m saying selfish stuff. Also I’m the cause of all of this mistrust towards me. I’ve always been so violent, punching and hitting…. It’s all my fault! I’m sorry. I know that I’ve done stuff that cannot be forgiven that easily. I don’t mind if you abuse me, or spit on me but no matter what you guys do, I won’t move from here at all. Because I want to save her. Hit me as much as you want. I don’t care if you hit me like I did to you guys, no, even more than that. If I can be forgiven by that, then I will take it all. If it’s not enough I will apologise till I will be forgiven. If you tell me to do it my whole life, then I will! So please, let her stay here! She saved my life so please!

As you were nearly losing your conscious, you stared at his desperate face. Although he was only begging, he looked very reliable and kind in your eyes. As you were looking, you slowly fell asleep.

TRACK 8

After a few days, the next time you opened your eyes, you saw him by your side. He was probably taking care of you as the wound on the back was mostly cured and was less painful.   

Hey, you’re awake.

He said and looked at you which seemed to be the kindest expression in your eyes. Since you were mostly cured, you decided to leave the base. That was because you had a goal to find the keys. And he decided to stay. Thus meaning to say goodbye.

[1:03]

What’s up with you, cleaning this room suddenly? Are you really gonna leave? Well, I guess its inevitable since you can’t stay here forever. Also you have a precious promise to keep. There’s no need for you to say thanks. You got hurt because of my fault. Me? I’m going to stay here. It’s not like they asked me to stay here. But the Reionei guys helped me out a lot. And there was also this incident. I’m going to apologise till they forgive me. For my whole life, it seems…. So I guess I can’t really leave. So I will stay.

[2:22]

Honestly, I want to go with you and help you find the keys but I can’t. What’s with that face? You should be relieved to be finally separated with such an aggressive guy. Isn’t a certain mouth quite aggressive? Did you forget about that? Look at the sky! Anyway because of the circumstances, we have to part ways.

[3:03]

Also if you meet someone like me, don’t follow them around. And don’t die since you never know what would happen, okay?  Now that you understand, if you’re gonna leave you, should start leaving by now or the sun might set. I’m not gonna take responsibility even if you’re late fr your promise. Ah… Also this.. I’ll give it to you. You can tell that it’s an apple. It’s a farewell gift from me. Just take it, since it’s a farewell gift.

[4:02]

Um…. I got a lot of help from you…. Thanks to you I’m on good terms with my allies. I thought I could never do it, but it seems like talking isn’t that hard. Also you helped me with some troublesome stuff.  I wonder why I couldn’t have done something so simple like this before. Maybe I was just a coward. Weak and awkward, not able to face others. Probably that’s why I acted irrationally. Huh, why do you think I’m not a coward? ‘You acknowledge your weakness and have the courage to face against it’?


[5:18]
Um… Tha…. Thanks…! Ah right! When I went to buy that apple there was this big rainbow in the sky! There’s this saying that if you collect the parts of the rainbow, a wish comes true. It’s a good sign right? Since you’re going to find the keys. Oh yeah, there was something I was going to tell you about the keys. Yeah, I’ll tell you. I forgot where I heard it from but I’m sure it was this….

‘Strong feelings will turn into keys’

[6:33]
Who knows, I don’t even know the meaning. Although this maybe a fairy-tale, I guess it’s better than nothing. It would be nice if your wish comes true. Eh, what I wish? Ring? I have it with me here. Huh, it won’t fit. No matter what I would do, I couldn’t put it on. So it’s useless trying. Fine, I’ll try. You really are persistent.

[7:30]

You gotta be kidding? It fits? Why? No matter what I tried it wouldn’t fit before…. I see… It’s because I have changed…. Hey, give me your little finger for a second. Link our fingers. I promise. I won’t use violence anymore.  Although I might use my strength in order to protect you. But forgive me for that. I feel like this happened before. Even though it’s impossible. Okay, now go before the rainbow disappears and make your wish come true. I’m okay even I’m alone. Without you, I will try to get along with everyone else. I’ll keep my promise with you. So hurry up and go. Why are you making such a face? You’re all cured now so you can finely depart. So you should look happier since you were looking for the keys this whole time. Go now, good bye.

TRACK 9
Why are just standing? I told you to go, are you gonna keep standing like this? Go! Why?... Why are you saying that now? You want to go find the keys right? That’s your wish, isn’t it? So that’s why I’m telling you to leave but…. Suddenly saying that you don’t want to leave me. I also don’t want you to go. Of course I want to be with you. I wanted to say ‘Don’t care about the keys and promise. I’ll let you forget about it’. But you don’t wish that, right? If I said that, you would be sad, right? That’s why I didn’t say anything and just wanted to see you leave happily. But why won’t you know that?

[1:40]

It’s your fault for not leaving already. For not knowing how I really felt. You idiot… Hey, I’ll see you off at the end. I’ll wave at you with a smile. But for now, just now, let me be. You’re really small. Hey, look this way. I thought I would be fine just by hugging you. I want you more. Is that okay? I won’t be able to stop. Your body is white. It’s a compliment. It’s pretty. See since its white, it leaves marks well. Not only that but I’ll show that you’re mine. Here as well.

[4:06]

No, I won’t stop. I told you it’s not enough. More and more, I want to mark your whole body. Where I can see or not see. For example here like here. I want to make it all mine. Also I’ll mark it on your back. It seems like it will be left. I mean your wound on your back will remain since it’s not completely cured. But it shouldn’t hurt now. Does it hurt? Even though it doesn’t, you’re making such a noise. Does that mean you’re feeling? I just licked your scar. Did you become sensible there?

[5:50]

Oi, don’t hold back your voice. It doesn’t hurt, right? Then react honestly. Let me hear your voice more. You’re quite stubborn. Even though you hold back your voice, I know as soon as I touch you. You know, right? That your body is saying ‘more’. It’s the same for me.

[6:52]

Oi, look at me. I want to see your face. Are feeling sluggish? Ah then I will do it for you. What a perverted look. You really make me excited. Oi why are you hiding your face? Embarrassing? Be quiet, it’s still not enough just by kissing. I want to make you mine. I won’t let you go anywhere. But I don’t want to manipulate you as I please. I want to make your most important wish come true. Because I… I like you. I told you I like you. As always, you have such a thin body. If I hug you too tight, I’m afraid I’ll break you. But I won’t hold back. No matter how hard I hug you, it’s not enough. That’s how much I like you.

[9:20]

I see, strong feeling will turn into keys. That’s what it means… Huh, it’s nothing. You don’t need to worry. Don’t worry about anything. Don’t think about anything else except me. Because I’ll only think about you. For now… Don’t mind. It’s really nothing. Don’t mind that and kiss me. More, so I won’t forget you.

[10:37]

What’s the matter? Your hair got stuck in my ring. Wait a second, I’ll take it out. Sorry, I didn’t notice cause I’m not used to it. At times like this, it’s a bit inconvenient. But I don’t intend to take it off my whole life because I made a promise with you. Hey, I want you to touch me as well. More. As much you want, and then you can just forget about me. I don’t care. I just want you to feel me for now.

[11:57]

Hey, wrap your arms around my neck. If it’s too intense, you can cling onto me. It’s okay even if you hurt me. Your wound on your back might hurt but I probably won’t be able to stop. Hey don’t close your eyes. Look at me with your eyes. If you close your eyes… You like me quite a lot right? Letting me do this to you and you feeling it… Hey, don’t hide your face. Let me see you properly. That will do. I finally understand that my hands weren’t there to hit someone. It’s to protect you and to hug you. If it’s for you, I’m not afraid of anything. Not a single thing. Relax your body. Staying here like this with you, I really am not afraid of anything. For now, I feel like I can say anything. I want you to let me say this lastly while I’m here next to you. I wanted to say this way before even though it’s really short.

Thank you for changing me and letting me realise what’s really important. Thank you so much.

[15:42]

He hugged you once more. He hugged you so tightly that it hurt you a little. But in his arms, you felt warm and you could feel his kindness.

Afterwards you woke up on a soft bed. You got up and looked around. However you could not find him. You wondered where he went whilst looking around. At that moment something near your pillow shined. It was a wire ring and a key. As you saw that key, you suddenly remembered his words ‘Strong feelings turn into keys’. That is what he certainly said. Then that key was most certainly him. As you understood everything tears flowed from your eyes. Whilst knowing that meaning, he decided to turn into a key on his own will.  That thought pained your heart At that moment…

Oi, are you gonna keep sobbing like that? I told you to go already.

As you suddenly heard his voice from somewhere, you raised your head. He could nowhere be seen. However, you were sure that it was his voice. Whilst dropping big tears, you reached out for the key. Forth

In order to go forth beyond the door.

TRACK 10

Always. I was always in pain. I don’t know since when. Before I realised, I was already using violence. Before thinking in my head or talking, I would raise my fist. I, myself don’t even know why I do that. After I would hit someone, I would always feel pain in my heart. It would hurt as if I was poked by needles in the heart. That’s why I probably didn’t want to hit people. But even though I couldn’t stop it. I wanted to stop but no matter what I couldn’t. I thought hard, but I couldn’t find out why. There should have been a cause for this, but nothing came to mind. So I came to a conclusion that this was just my personality. ‘This is the only thing, hitting people is the one thing I can do’ is what I thought and was going to give up. I fell into an unknown grief. 

[1:50]

That is when I met you. You helped me realise that I was running away from facing myself and instead I was relying on strength. Also that if I didn’t want this to happen then I have to face it. I was probably a coward as I wasn’t able to do that.

[2:31]

But you told me that I’m actually not a coward. I acknowledge my weakness and I have the courage to stand against it. I couldn’t realise that by myself. It was possible since you were there. Also I could wear that ring, thanks to you. Everything, it’s all thanks to you. But I’m sorry; all I did were terrible things to you. I guess it won’t just do by apologizing. I’m not sure what to do for you. I don’t know what to say. I wonder why I was born so awkward. It can’t be helped that I’m angry. I’m really, really sorry.

[3:57]

Also another thing… I didn’t want to give you such feelings after being such a burden. Even though I should be punished instead. As I thought, I couldn’t hide my feelings. My feeling just poured out naturally! That’s how strong my feelings are towards you. So let me say this once more…. I love you, forever and forever, I love you.

[4:48]

If you obtain that key, you will forget everything about me. But I’m fine with that since I want you to make your wish come true. That’s why I could become a key. It’s the evidence of my love towards you. I don’t regret anything. I’m glad I met you. I was really happy. Thank you. It was so hard for me to say this short word. But I can say it now truthfully from my heart. This is also thanks to you.

[6:08]

Hey, raise your head now. Hurry up and go forward with the key in your hand. There’s nothing to hesitate about. The place you are heading to will definitely have hope. That’s what I believe. It’s okay, I’m always by your side. So you just need to go forward. In order to open the door of truth, in order to keep your promise. Just look straight and advance forward!