[Translation] Oz to Himitsu no Ai Vol.6 Airu Disk 1

Hello,
Airu's translation is finally up! (Disk 2 will be up by today, I just need to edit it a bit)
And, I cried again! Airu's CD always gets to me orz I thought I would be used to it by now but, nope, I was crying lol

Now, to the point, I hope you enjoy reading and listening to this CD. Also, as always, feel free to share but pleeeease credit me :) Keep in mind that this translation is not 100% accurate and if you find any mistakes, I'll be grateful if you could tell me! Enjoy :)

Oz to Himitsu no Ai Vol.6 Airu Disk 1
Seiyuu: Miyano Mamoru

TRACK 1

As you suddenly regain consciousness, you find yourself in an unfamiliar place. The place was very foggy and dark, it was impossible to see what was beyond. You were very nervous as you did not know where this place was. And at that moment something slipped from your hand. The thing that you had dropped….

It was a single key.

You picked up the key and tilted your head sideways.

[1:02]

‘What is this key? And since when was this in my hand?’ you tried to think hard but could not remember anything. Your anxiety grew larger and larger. Despite that you carefully looked left and right trying to find the exit walking through this dark place. It was because you had this strong urge to go forward no matter what. But you were not sure why you had to go in such a hurry. Either way, you went forward in a hurry. That place was a very mysterious place which one has never seen. ‘What if it is impossible to leave this place forever?’ with this thought your anxiety amplified. Then at that moment…

[2:23]

“Obtain the keys”

A mysterious voice came from an unknown place which made you stop walking. Looking closer, there was a big door in front of you.  ‘Maybe I can go forward through this door…’ with this thought you held the door knob and gave it a push. However, unfortunately the door did not budge at all. It seemed to be locked. Then you could hear the voice again…

“If you want to walk pass the door, obtain the keys. There are six keys. You have five.”

[3:27]

You suddenly realised something and looked at the key held in your hand. It seems that this is the door’s key. You looked through your pockets and found the other keys. Despite having so many keys, it was a mysterious thing how you don’t have any memory on how you obtained them. The five keys that were all shaped differently. Although you didn’t know why, every single one of them were precious to you so you gently grasped them. Only one key left, if you find it, the door in front of you would open. Currently you do not know what is beyond the door. Despite that you decided to go find the key because you had to go forward. With that strong determination in your heart, you once again started walking.

[4:50]

As soon as you started walking with that firm determination in mind you were in a totally different place. A long corridor with doors along your left and right, and the ceiling was high whilst there were unlit candlesticks. You have seen a place that resembled this place. That was inside a picture book. You cannot remember where you read it but you have read a story before where a princess lived in a castle like this. After walking for a while you noticed a light coming from the door by the end of the hallway. Wondering if there was someone there, you quietened your breath and looked into the room.

[6:07]

Who is it?

As someone called out to you, you hid within the shadow of the door. However…

Don’t be so surprised from the door opening by itself, you wouldn’t have come here without knowing that this is the Great Wizard’s castle. That appearance… this is quite rare. That appearance and that body, you’re a woman. Since I haven’t seen one, I thought they didn’t exist…whatever, raise your head. Your age would be around sixteen or seventeen. Also out of all the colours, you have blue eyes. It’s a disgusting colour.

[7:24]

Did you run away from the villagers and end up here? I also dislike women too; however, out of those who do see a woman, most of them would persecute one without a second thought or throw rocks or capture one. Just because of being a woman, people do such foolish things. I’ll say beforehand, but I’m different to those guys. I won’t runaway just because there’s a woman or criticise one for seducing men. What? You didn’t come here because you were pursued? You didn’t meet anyone while coming here? I see, that explains why you didn’t understand. However, I don’t care about reasons. There’s only one problem here. That is the fact that you entered this castle and you’re standing here in front of me.

[8:46]

I have no intention to have any guests in this castle. No one has ever entered this castle before yet you have just invaded this area. There’s no need for me to say what I’ll do to you, right? There’s no point in feeling guilty because that’s not what I’m seeking for. It is true that I am annoyed and want to kick you out immediately; however, before that… I have something to ask. You… how did you enter? The door of this castle is tightly closed and it is impossible to enter from outside even for a mouse. You came from the corridor? Are you messing around with me in this situation? Can you not understand if I don’t say it easier? I’m asking you the process starting from where you came in until you arrived to this corridor.

[10:16]

You don’t know? What nonsense. Don’t tell me that you just arrived here without even noticing. Don’t lie. Then do you remember anything before you came to this castle? Tell me everything you remember. Key? For what purpose are you looking for a key? To open a door? Haaa… You speak the obvious… it is unpleasant. Can’t you at least explain what kind of key it is?

[11:14]

If you had them, you should have showed it to me from the start. Let me see. You already have five of them, why are you still looking for more? These keys…. Why do you have them?! No, do you really not remember anything? Not even how you obtained these keys? I understand the situation. Come. You need the key to open that door, right? Then shut up and just follow my orders. Yes I do know, probably better than anyone in this world. If you want to know about the keys, follow me.

[12:28]

It’s here. That tower across from here is the highest floor of this castle. The sun is sinking, it will soon be evening. Since the wall is low, even you can see, right? Can you see the village? Yes, across the woods. You said that you arrived here without noticing. In fact, that exact same thing happened to me but in my case it wasn’t this castle, it was that village. So I can understand your nervousness. It also took me a long time to actually understand and take in what happened to me. Honestly, there’s still some stuff that I’m not sure. I mean, if you would suddenly appear at an unknown place, it would be hard to believe. Well in your case, you don’t want to spend all your time to believe this because you’re aiming to open that door.

[13:59]

You said that you wanted a key, right? Yes I do know because I am, after all, the Great Wizard. I can tell you everything that you are probably wondering about. However, before that there’s one thing to do. That is to drop you from this tower. Don’t ask me something so obvious such as why. You have committed a heavy sin. I don’t remember allowing you to enter this castle and, of course, to stay here. If one doesn’t have permission from the owner, then one is simply an intruder. Am I wrong? Even if it is a mouse, I cannot forgive one intruding my land. It is natural to exterminate pest like mouses.

[15:18]

Are you planning to run away? You really are like a mouse. However, like I said before, the door of this castle is locked. Even if you do escape from me, it’s useless. Unfortunately for you, there’s not even a window to run away from in this castle. Even if there is, it’s impossible for a person to go through. The door won’t open, there’s no window, so how will you escape or should I kick this intruder out? The answer is simple... I can just drop you from here. If you reach the ground, then you’d be out of this castle. Hahaha… Don’t you think it’s such an easy way?

[16:31]

Are you scared? Like I said before, the wall here is quite short, if you just stand straight you could be hanging upside down. ‘Why?’, if you’re asking why I’m doing this, that is such a foolish question.  Perhaps, did you believe me without a doubt that I would tell you about the key? If that is true, you are truly gullible. There’s no way that I would be nice to you. Don’t think that something you want will be yours that easily. The reason why I took you to this high tower is so that I could get rid of you.

[17:37]

Now, hurry and jump off. Are you hesitating? I see. Then I’ll help. With a small body like this, if I slightly push you, you’ll fall off easily. Die? Hahaha… Of course you’d die if you fall from this height. So what though? I don’t care whether you die or live as long as you’re gone from here. I already understand that you came here with no conscious; however, that doesn’t matter. The problem is that you’re standing here right in front of my eyes. And I…. can’t forgive that at all. Is it painful? Don’t fear so much, it’s not like that you’re dead yet. A miracle might occur and you could live? Whether you live or die, it is determined by luck. If you truly have strong luck, then you’d eventually live. Now, let’s see how lucky you are…. Let us see.

TRACK 2

As I thought, you came back. I thought I was the only one who couldn’t leave this castle. It seems like it’s not like that. You can’t understand why you are still in the castle right? In the past, I tried to jump off from here like you did but the result was the same. It seems like there is some sort of power in this castle. It is a strong power that even I can’t do anything about. No matter how many times I jumped off, I always returned to the castle. Wherever I jumped off, it was still the same. I tried many times but nothing changed. I thought that if I could get pass through a certain place it would work but it seems like I was wrong.

[1:31]

But it was worth trying to check that I’m not the only one who cannot leave this place. I wanted to check before, but there was no one who entered the castle. Now I could finally determine it; however, another problem has aroused… I can’t get rid of you from this castle. If I can’t kick you out then the only way left is to kill you myself. A dead person isn’t an intruder after all. If I could stop your breathing then you’d no longer be counted as one. What? There’s nothing to be scared about. Like I said before, if one has strong fates, they will end up living one way or another. Whether they get dropped or stabbed or burnt…

[2:41]

Well it seems like you’re also one of those types of people. Whatever I do to you, you might live. It is interesting to see how long your luck will last.

I just told you that it’s useless to run away. That key…. The words written in that book might actually be true… If so then it is also true about having no memories… But then it seems the only one who is left is finally me….

[3:43]

What’s the matter? Have you finished running away? It must be tiring to run away. Don’t move. I’ll end everything now by chocking your throat. That is the easiest way. Ah what a thin neck. Be glad about it since it’ll end in an instant. In the first place, I never had a hobby in giving and enjoying pain. So I’ll let you die as if you’re sleeping. Stop squirming. I can feel your heartbeat through my hands. I can tell that you’re trying your best to live. After a few more seconds you’ll lose consciousness. Later then you’ll just fall in to sleep.

[5:12]

See, it’s about time. You can tell as well, right? You probably haven’t done anything wrong but let’s just say that you have bad luck. This might have not happened if you didn’t appear in front of me. However, it’s too late to regret about something that’s already happened. Show me your face. You just need to show me your painful demise. Can you not hear me properly now? Is it hard to keep your eyes ope- ….! You really do have disgusting eye colours.

[6:31]

From that day on, I dreamt it many times. Usually it was a dream where she would appear young. Since, obviously, I didn’t know her appearance as a grown adult.

Hey don’t cry. Stop crying already. It’s alright. The wound isn’t anything serious. Since it’s on your forehead, it only seems like it’s serious. See, it stopped bleeding already. Seriously, this is what happens when you don’t listen to what I say. I always told you to listen to your brother, right? Since you’re a girl, be careful. You might not be able to become a bride, you know? You don’t need to? Didn’t you say it was your dream?

[7:36]

You say that it’s fine as long as I’m here but why? You know if you keep saying that you’ll actually end up staying with me. I want you to be happy. Come on, stop crying. If you keep on crying, it’ll be a shame for your beautiful blue eyes. I wonder if your wound is okay. It would be nice if it wouldn’t leave a scar. Ahh, sorry! I’m sure it would heal! Ah, then I’ll specially cast a spell on it. Yes, magic! Hahaha, your eyes always sparkled when I mentioned magic! Come here and look at my eyes. Yes now close your eyes. Pray within your heart.

[8:49]

Did you do it? Then open your eyes! Okay all done! Since I cast a spell, you don’t need to worry anymore! Hehe, it’s because I’m a wizard! While you closed your eyes I casted a spell so you’ll be alright. Yes, your wound will heal and you’ll be able to become a bride! What if you can’t become one? If that happens… Then I’ll stay with you forever like you said so you won’t be lonely. Yep, it’s a promise! Whatever happens to you, I’ll protect you.

[9:52]

That is what I promised. However, I ended up abandoning her. Would she be despising me, the one who couldn’t save her from the tiring and painful days? Would she be hating me? There’s no way to even confirm now. So… I can only pray like this…. That you would forgive me, the brother who could not protect his sister, for breaking the promise. Again…. And again….

TRACK 3

By the time you woke up, it was already the middle of night. You were walking around the castle with stumbling feet. However, you did not know what to do now. If you didn’t run away, you might get killed but the whereabouts of the last key might be here. While you kept walking the long corridor without finding an answer on what to do, the night got deeper. Since there were not many windows, only a slight beam of moonlight lit up the castle. Despite the darkness where you could just barely see your feet, you kept walking with the determination to go forward. After a while, you stopped walking. That is because you heard someone’s voice in the darkness. You carefully went closer to the whereabouts of the voice.

[1:50]

Forgive me…. I’m sorry.

Who is it?! You…. What are you doing there?  I didn’t think that you would appear in front of me despite me trying to kill you… Do you want to be broken? Or are you just an idiot? Or did you come here to kill me first while I’m sleeping before I kill you? Are you trying to say that you didn’t notice me because it was dark? Do you even have bad eye sight on top of being an idiot? If you have the time to talk back, hurry up and leave or I’ll strangle….!

[2:53]

Hey, just because I didn’t kill you before, are you letting your guard down? If so you’ve got some nerve. What an idiot. There’s no certainty that the same thing will not occur twice. Do you not even know that? I’m not in a good mood right now because I just had a bad dream. Or do you really wish to be killed? If that is so then your foolish actions are understandable. If you wish to die then just die. Even if you can’t jump off and die, you’ll be able to die if you stab your heart with a knife. I should’ve told you that I have no hobby of paining others. I have no intention to help your suicide. If you understand…?!

[4:04]

That scar….! You…! How did you get this scar?! I’m talking about the scar on your forehead! Although it’s small, it’s definitely there. It looks pretty old but where did you get it?.... You don’t know that as well, huh?... Hurry up and leave! Forget about what happened just now. Shut up! I ordered you to leave so just shut up and follow my orders. Also stop wandering around the castle. Anyway, whatever you do, you won’t be able to leave. Key? You’re still talking about that? Did you really believed that I knew about it? Even if I did, do you think I’ll tell you about it?

[5:13]

To rely on a man who strangled you, how pitiful. Fine. If you do as what I say, then I’ll give you all the information you need about the key. Go and light all the candles in this castle. To you who said that you couldn’t see anything because it was too dark, this is a suitable job since you won’t ever appear in front of me because it’s ‘too dark’. If you finish that job, then I might fulfil your wish. I’ll lend you this lantern to light the candles. As you said, if there’s no fire, then it won’t help in lighting the candles but….

[6:16]

I’m the Great Wizard.  I can instantly make fire like this. Don’t over react. Do you think my mood will brighten if you say stuff like “amazing”? If you intend to do so then that won’t do. Hng, I didn’t expect you to be that excited with just this simple magic. To get that delighted easily, I’m kind of jealous. Here, hold this. As you can see it’s a blue fire. Between a red fire and this, even you should know which one is more dangerous. Be careful on using this, okay? Like I said, stop getting surprised from just a door opening by itself. Hurry up and go before that fire disappears.

[7:29]

Ha….. What kind of stupid thing am I thinking? Besides her, a lot of people have scars on their forehead. Also it’s not rare for a person outside this world to be surprised at magic. It’s just a coincidence that their ages are similar. ‘It can’t be her….’ is what I think but why does it overlap? Why do I keep on seeing her? Since there’s no proof I keep on having these useless expectations. If I obtain any evidence that she is a different person then I wouldn’t have any expectations like this.

TRACK 4

Are you still at it? I don’t know, it doesn’t really matter when you started. The sun will rise soon yet you haven’t finished…. What a useless person. How long are you intending to take with such a simple job? If you have time to apologize, hurry up and continue. Move, you’re in the way. Stop overreacting, how many times do you need to see it to get used to it? Hey, you, follow me. I’m saying that it’s fine to go in. Hurry up and get in.

[1:14]

This is my library, normally it’s locked tightly with magic so a rat like you can’t come in. Leave that lantern over there, on top of the table. Did you leave it? Then sit on that chair next to it. Just sit there already, all you have to do is follow my orders.

Look to the right. I’m pretty sure it was the left ear. Don’t move or I won’t be able to see. Your hair is in the way, look down slightly. I told you to slightly look down, not to strain your neck. It tickles? Who cares about that right now?

[2:25]

Ah, forget it, I’ll just go behind. What are you doing? I don’t recall telling you to stand up. There’s only something that I wanted to confirm. So just get here and sit down again. You have quite the guts to refuse me. Even though I could do this by force, I didn’t choose to do so… Or do you prefer being forced to? If so then I question your nature. You remind me of a person who accepts being held down by force and being stepped on their heart… You are a woman who reminds me of a lot of disgusting memories. You ruined my mood. There’s no candle here so hurry up and go to the next place. You want a key, right? Then just follow my orders. If you refuse to, then I’ll definitely kill you this time.

[4:02]

It can’t be. It’s easy to know if I just think rationally. Because, no matter how the six of us are gathered, she cannot be here. Unless a miracle happens, I cannot meet her anymore.

TRACK 5

I thought that not being able to forget was a punishment. ‘You’re not allowed to even forget what happened because that’s how deeply you sinned’ that is how I’m being punished.  What I want to forget never leaves my head no matter what. Yet the memories that I want to remember keep disappearing.

[0:43]

The firmly gripped key

The cold wind would dance in your suddenly opened hand

It would shake in uneasiness and anticipation

Let us go forward

I…

Why can I not remember?

You again? Report? What report? Fire? So you’re finally over? If you’re done, do it all over again from the start. I ordered you to light all the candles in this castle. However, the first candle you lit is out. I do know. Hahaha…. Because I made it disappear. Whenever you light a fire, somewhere a light will die – that’s the magic I casted. I told you that you have to finish your work, if you want that key. Go and light the fires that died.

[2:17]

True, at this rate it’ll never end. However, what about it? If it doesn’t end, you just need to do it for the rest of your life. What, do you think it’s unfair? The weak are held down by the strong. Whatever world you live in, that will always happen. If you want to disagree then do as you wish. If you just shut up then you’ll forever be ‘the weak’. If you want to yell that you’re not weak, then at least use your brain. If you think hard, even someone like you might find a way to bring me down. If you don’t have a brain to use then just continue to live under the control of the strong. That’s the only way to live in this cruel world as a weakling that can’t even speak for themselves.

[3:34]

Are you planning to stand there forever? I hate being interrupted when reading so just leave.  Do you have something to say? What? Huh, so you eavesdropped? What a bad habit. It’s nothing major. It’s the lyrics of a certain song. It’s not my duty to further answer your question unless you know that song. Well it’s impossible anyway. What did you say? Only a few know this song. It's impossible for a stranger like you who doesn't even have any memories to know this. Even me who heard it hundred times can barely remember it. Fine, if you insist that much. However if it seems like that you really did not know that song while listening, I warn you... I'll only let you listen once.

[5:02]

The morning where the white tree was noticeable

By the sunlight that brightened the forest

A large sound ringed as fate would creak.

The firmly gripped key

The cold wind would dance in your suddenly opened hand

It would shake in uneasiness and anticipation

Let us go forward

I…

That's it. No matter what, I can't remember the next verse. What did you just say..?! Say it once again from the start!

I want to love myself.

I want to love myself, who thinks of you.

So that I can be myself.

[6:09]

That's it...! How do you know the lyrics..?! This is a song that only my family would know...! The people who know this are my parents, me and....! My sister that I sang to! Tell me where you heard it from! Is that true...? The mark... show me the mark! Behind the ear, she had it here! Ah...! There it is.... The mark...! .... The scar on your forehead.... The mark on your ear, the scar on your forehead, this song.... And this Oz world...

[7:35]

Is this a dream...? Finally...! I finally meet you...! May it be a dream or illusion, I don't care.... As long as I can meet you like this again. I finally meet you...! I've always been wishing for it..! From the day that we separated from that orphanage, I haven't forgotten you, not once day. I've always... missed you....

TRACK 6

Is this a dream? I thought that I would never be able to hug these small shoulders in my arm ever again. Your warm body, whether it be a dream or illusion or even a fragment of my imagination, I don't care whatever it is since I got to hug you once again.

[0:40]

It seems like a lie. I can't believe this happened. No... No matter what you say I won't let go of you...! There's no way I would let go! Even at that time, when I let go of your hand, you.... No don't mind about that anymore, what's important is that we've finally met. That only fact is important and nothing else matters. I'll never let go of you again. Because you're my one and only sister that I finally met.

[1:40]

Idiot what are you doing?! The fire is spreading on the floor..! It's alright I'll immediately extinguish it! Did it disappear? You idiot! I told you to be careful with it! It almost became a huge flame! Did you get hurt? That's a relief.... I'm sorry that I yelled... But you lack carefulness. I beg you so please be careful. Especially with fire. What's the matter? You just pushed aside a person, there's no way 'it's nothing'. Or did you really get hurt? Does it hurt somewhere? Show me. That's not it? Then why...? Ah I see... To you who lost all your memories, I'm just an unknown male, right? And especially... An adult...

[3:10]

It’s natural for you to avoid my touch. I’m sorry, I’ll be careful as well. I’ll tidy this, and you… No, you don’t need to help. You can stay put also I can…. See. It can easily be fixed with magic. You still get surprised. Is magic that rare? Hahaha… It really is you. Although your appearance may be difference, the you inside is still the same as when you were young. If you are delighted to see magic, then I’ll show it to you many times. From now on, I’ll always…

[4:24]

It’s here. From today, this’ll be your room. Most of the requirements are already set. You can use the bed and desk as you wish. The owner of this castle is allowing you to do so, so don’t mind. It’s fine so just go in. Here, sit. Are you planning to stand while talking? I’m sure that you have a lot to ask. Now then, where should I start from? There’s a lot that I want to and that I must talk about since it has been ten years. Yes, I guess we should start from the necessaries. We used to live in a different world. Yes, a world different to here. The people here call that world ‘the outside world’. We used to live in an orphanage from the outside world as brother and sister.

[5:53]

Yes, our parents passed away and we had no relatives. That was the only place we, as young children, could go and live. Both died from illness, it was a contagious disease. They were kind parents and they worried about us till their very last breath. They told me to take care of you many times, saying ‘look after your little sister’. Yes, it’ll be a lie if I said that I wasn’t lonely, but despite losing our parents, we met new siblings at the orphanage. Five new more siblings. But more importantly I had you, so I wasn’t lonely. However, those days didn’t last long. After staying at the orphanage for a while, all of us were sent to separate houses. Of course, we also had to be separated. Even now, I still regret those times. If I forcefully took you with me then maybe you wouldn’t have went through those horrible times…!

[7:45]

It must’ve been you who was lonely. That’s why I’m slightly relieved that you lost your memories. Because a lot happened such as our parents passing away, being trapped in an orphanage and other horrible things a child shouldn’t experience. It might be a good thing that you can’t remember. However, I remember about you, our past and everything. I’ve always been wanting to see you for a long time from that day we parted ways…. Always… Don’t have a troubled look like that. Even I’ll feel troubled.

[8:49]

I can tell because you always, since a child, made that face when troubled. What face you ask, it’s that kind of face. Well I guess you wouldn’t know. This eyebrow would move and your line of view would drop. Although I only know your childhood, if I look carefully some stuff are still the same. Your appearance is an adult and you have changed a lot from what I remember, but your habits still seem to be the same. I understand that you can’t believe me that easily. To be honest, even I can’t still believe it. However, the facts that you are my sister has been gathered. For example…

[9:54]

This scar on your forehead. My sister also got a scar here years ago. She tripped while running up to me. Although it wasn’t a big wound, she got a small scar at the exact spot where you have one. Of course, that might’ve been a coincidence but that song can’t just be a simple coincidence. Yes, that song. That was a song that our mother left only for us. I sang it to my sister and as mother passed away and I got separated with my sister, I thought that I would never be able to remember that song again. At that moment, you appeared. That song, which was a memory of my family, you spoke the next verse and taught it to me. Also one more.

[11:12]

It’s this mark. A long time ago, my parents taught me that my sister had the wings of an angel and showed me this mark behind her ear. Although it didn’t look exactly like what they said, it seems that only the parents could see because they were people who would say that their child was an angel. It was happy back then. Now, I can accept what they said. I can only think that this is what led us here. From here on, let’s live together like back then. Although our family is no longer here, just the two of us. I’ll definitely make you happy this time. I will no longer make you feel any pain, I promise.

[12:47]

Ah, I’m sorry. If I do this to you who can’t remember anything, it must be awkward. Although I just said that I’d be careful…. Let’s rest for today. You must be confused because of everything I’ve said. However, please believe me. No matter how I think about, you’re my sister. I’ll treat you like one from now on. So, you too, step by step, let’s return our lost time and bond. Now, if anything happens call me. Good night.

[14:00]

It seems like a dream to see her again…. Whatever this world is, whether it’s a dream or illusion, it doesn’t matter. This must be the last chance given to me. I don’t intend my sin to be forgiven; however, I cannot allow myself to repeat my sin… never again…. So as your brother, I’ll protect you. As long as I can protect you, I’ll do anything. The method doesn’t matter.

You, who forgot about your brother and parents, was confused. However, one thing was certain. That his attitude definitely changed.